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Joy of Day and Night: I Recall Our First Meeting in the Bridal Chamber

Liu Yong · Song dynasty

Chinese · Pinyin · English
洞dòng房fáng记jì得dé初chū相xiāng遇yù。
便biàn只zhǐ合hé、
长cháng相xiāng聚jù。
何hé期qī小xiǎo会huì幽yōu欢huān,
变biàn作zuò离lí情qíng别bié绪xù。
况kuàng值zhí阑lán珊shān春chūn色sè暮mù,
对duì满mǎn目mù、
乱luàn花huā狂kuáng絮xù。
直zhí恐kǒng好hǎo风fēng光guāng,
尽jìn随suí伊yī归guī去qù。

I remember our first meeting in the inner chamber; it should have been ours to be joined always. Who could have thought that a brief secret joy would turn to parting sorrow? And now too it is the fading twilight of spring; I face a whole world of riotous flowers and wanton willow-down. I fear only that all this fair radiance has gone away with him.

一yī场cháng寂jì寞mò凭píng谁shuí诉sù。
算suàn前qián言yán、
总zǒng轻qīng负fù。
早zǎo知zhī恁nèn地dì难nán拚pàn,
悔huǐ不bù当dàng时shí留liú住zhù。
其qí奈nài风fēng流liú端duān正zhèng外wài,
更gèng别bié有yǒu,
系xì人rén心xīn处chù。
一yī日rì不bù思sī量liáng,
也yě攒cuán眉méi千qiān度dù。

This loneliness — to whom can I tell it? I count how lightly all his former words were broken. Had I known it would be so hard to bear, I would have held him and kept him then. Besides his charm and grace, there was something else that caught my heart. Even on a day when I try not to think of him, I knit my brows a thousand times.

Reading notes

离情别绪 also appears as 别离情绪, and 当时 as 当初; this page retains the former readings. 洞房 means an inner chamber here. The closing lines suggest that even trying not to think of the beloved does not dispel sorrow.