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Groping for Fish: How Many More Storms Can I Endure?

Xin Qiji · Song dynasty

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Preface

淳chún熙xī己jǐ亥hài,
自zì湖hú北běi漕cáo移yī湖hú南nán,
同tóng官guān王wáng正zhèng之zhī置zhì酒jiǔ小xiǎo山shān亭tíng,
为wèi赋fù。

In the jihai year of the Chunxi era, transferred from the Hubei grain commission to Hunan, my colleague Wang Zhengzhi set out wine at the Little Hill Pavilion, and I made this for him.

更gèng能néng消xiāo、
几jǐ番fān风fēng雨yǔ,
匆cōng匆cōng春chūn又yòu归guī去qù。
惜xī春chūn长cháng怕pà花huā开kāi早zǎo,
何hé况kuàng落luò红hóng无wú数shù。
春chūn且qiě住zhù,
见jiàn说shuō道dào、
天tiān涯yá芳fāng草cǎo无wú归guī路lù。
怨yuàn春chūn不bù语yǔ。
算suàn只zhǐ有yǒu殷yīn勤qín,
画huà檐yán蛛zhū网wǎng,
尽jìn日rì惹rě飞fēi絮xù。

How much more can it bear—a few more rounds of wind and rain? In haste, spring goes away again. Loving the spring, I ever feared the flowers would open too soon; how much more now, when the fallen petals are past counting. Spring, I pray you, stay—they say the fragrant grass at the world's end cuts off the road of return. I resent that spring will not answer. I reckon there is only the spider's web beneath the painted eaves, all day long catching the drifting willow-down.

长cháng门mén事shì,
准zhǔn拟nǐ佳jiā期qī又yòu误wù。
蛾é眉méi曾céng有yǒu人rén妒dù。
千qiān金jīn纵zòng买mǎi相xiāng如rú赋fù,
脉mò脉mò此cǐ情qíng谁shuí诉sù?
君jūn莫mò舞wǔ,
君jūn不bù见jiàn、
玉yù环huán飞fēi燕yàn皆jiē尘chén土tǔ!
闲xián愁chóu最zuì苦kǔ!
休xiū去qù倚yǐ危wēi栏lán,
斜xié阳yáng正zhèng在zài,
烟yān柳liǔ断duàn肠cháng处chù。

The affair of the Long Gate: the promised meeting was broken once again, for lovely brows have always drawn envy. Even if with a thousand pieces of gold I bought Xiangru's rhapsody, to whom could I pour out this deep feeling? Do not dance, my lord—do you not see that Yuhuan and Feiyan are both dust by now? Idle sorrow is the bitterest of all! Do not go to lean upon the high railing: the slanting sun is even now at the misty willows, at the heart-breaking place.

Reading notes

怕 also appears as 恨, 无归路 as 迷归路, and 危栏 as 危楼. This page retains the former readings. 长门事 and 相如赋 invoke the story of Empress Chen seeking a rhapsody from Sima Xiangru.