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Congratulations to the Bridegroom: How I Have Grown Old

Xin Qiji · Song dynasty

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Preface

邑yī中zhōng园yuán亭tíng,
仆pú皆jiē为wèi赋fù此cǐ词cí。
一yī日rì,
独dú坐zuò停tíng云yún,
水shuǐ声shēng山shān色sè,
竞jìng来lái相xiāng娱yú。
意yī溪xī山shān欲yù援yuán例lì者zhě,
遂suì作zuò数shù语yǔ,
庶shù几jī仿fǎng佛fú渊yuān明míng思sī亲qīn友yǒu之zhī意yī云yún。

Of the garden pavilions in this district I have written this tune for every one. The other day, sitting alone in the Tingyun Hall, the sound of water and the color of hills came vying to delight me; thinking that the stream and the hills wished to be treated in the same way, I made these few lines, hoping they may somewhat resemble Yuanming's thoughts of friends and kin.

甚shèn矣yǐ吾wú衰shuāi矣yǐ。
怅chàng平píng生shēng、
交jiāo游yóu零líng落luò,
只zhǐ今jīn余yú几jǐ!
白bái发fà空kōng垂chuí三sān千qiān丈zhàng,
一yī笑xiào人rén间jiān万wàn事shì。
问wèn何hé物wù、
能néng令lìng公gōng喜xǐ?
我wǒ见jiàn青qīng山shān多duō妩wǔ媚mèi,
料liào青qīng山shān见jiàn我wǒ应yīng如rú是shì。
情qíng与yǔ貌mào,
略lüè相xiāng似sì。

How complete is my decay! I grieve that all my life my friends have scattered, and how few are left to me now! White hair hangs down in vain, three thousand zhang long; I laugh once at all the business of the world. I ask what thing it is can make a man glad. I see the blue hills as full of grace, and I think the blue hills see me in the same way: in feeling and in looks, we are somewhat alike.

一yī尊zūn搔sāo首shǒu东dōng窗chuāng里lǐ。
想xiǎng渊yuān明míng、
停tíng云yún诗shī就jiù,
此cǐ时shí风fēng味wèi。
江jiāng左zuǒ沉chén酣hān求qiú名míng者zhě,
岂qǐ识shí浊zhuó醪láo妙miào理lǐ。
回huí首shǒu叫jiào、
云yún飞fēi风fēng起qǐ。
不bù恨hèn古gǔ人rén吾wú不bù见jiàn,
恨hèn古gǔ人rén不bù见jiàn吾wú狂kuáng耳ěr。
知zhī我wǒ者zhě,
二èr三sān子zi。

A cup of wine, and I scratch my head by the eastern window. I think of Yuanming: the poem 'Standing Clouds' just finished—this was the savor of that hour. Those east of the river, steeped in the hunt for fame—how should they know the subtle truth of coarse wine? I turn my head and cry aloud: the clouds fly up, the wind rises. I do not grieve that I have not seen the men of old; I grieve that the men of old did not see my wildness. Those who know me—two or three.

Reading notes

Tingyun is the name of a hall and echoes Tao Yuanming’s poem “Standing Clouds.” 只今余几 asks how many old companions remain. 三千丈 is poetic hyperbole; the translation retains the traditional unit zhang.